Just BE

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Today I’m inspired to just be.  It’s another sunny day here, as of yet cloudless, with what seems an ever present haze but at least no chemtrails. I miss big, white fluffy clouds, they are so majestic.  I can’t tell you the last time I saw one where I live.  I miss watching them float across the sky with all their grand shapes and mysteries.  I’m feeling nostalgic.

So much change and growth going on all the time.  You can’t stop it and it’s a challenge to keep pace. Yet,  I’d like to just lay on the warm green grass and watch the clouds float by, no thought to job responsibilities, no fears around upcoming changes, bills, children, soccer, college. I’d love to just lay there, warm breeze drifting across my skin,  a tiger swallowtail flapping in to my view, darting to and fro in all its golden yellow and black striping beauty.  I miss tiger swallow tails, warm sun, fluffy clouds, and green grass.

I can close my eyes and be there though. I can just BE. The yellow sun warming me, clouds drifting, sparrows and robins going about their business, butterfly landing on the flower very near me.  I feel strengthened.  The sun fills me.  I absorb life force.  The ground connecting me, centering me, raising my vibrational frequency.  I feel at peace.  The butterfly showing me the true beauty of change. I feel a inspired, whole, and complete.

 

Gematria of the Soul

Let’s have some soul talk.  What is the soul?

As defined by Merriam-Webster:

Definition of soul

1: the immaterial essence, animating principle, or actuating cause of an individual life

2a : the spiritual principle embodied in human beings, all rational and spiritual beings, or the universe

b capitalizedChristian Science : god 1b

3: a person’s total self

4a : an active or essential part

 5a : the moral and emotional nature of human beings

b : the quality that arouses emotion and sentiment

c : spiritual or moral force :

 

The ESSENCE that animates.

 

Definition of Essence

1a the permanent as contrasted with the accidental element of being

b the individual, real, or ultimate nature of a thing especially as opposed to its existence

2: something that exists

 

The immaterial, essential, permanent element of being that EXISTS.

 

Definition of exist

intransitive verb

1a : to have real being whether material or spiritual

b : to have being in a specified place or with respect to understood limitations or conditions

2: to continue to be

3a : to have life or the functions of vitality

b : to live at an inferior level or under adverse circumstances

 

By definition then the SOUL is an immaterial, essential, permanent element of being that has the functions of vitality. 

I have to note, that sounds like an INSPIRED BEING to me!

 Let’s look at the gematria, which is the practice of coding letters with numbers to get a numerical value for words and/or phrases, and the numerology of some of these words and their energetic meaning.

Word or Phrase Full Reduction Single Reduction English Ordinal Jewish Reverse Full Reduction
ESSENTIAL 32 50 104 360 58
EXIST 23 32 77 504 31
LIFE 23 23 32 40 22
SOUL 13 22 67 360 23

 

Notice SOUL sums to 13 using a full reduction cipher s=1 0=6 u=3 l=3 or 1+6+3+3=13.  Using the principles of numerology, the number 1 brings the energy of new beginnings and leadership, while the number 3 reflects creativity and communication and then 1+3=4 with 4 being structure.  While in the single reduction cipher,  soul sums to master number 22,  is the number of a master builder and what is the soul but the builder of our life? Note the number 67, in the English Ordinal cipher, 6+7=13, 360 Jewish cipher reducing to 9 and 23/5 in a reverse reduction cipher

These numbers sync  with LIFE 23/5, it’s inverse 32/5, and again a 22/4.  In numerology the number 2 brings the energy of cooperation and harmony with again the number 3 communication and creative while the 5 energy of change, motion, and adventure.

EXIST has similar numbers to life but also includes the 77/14/5 and 31 which is the inverse of 13, while ESSENTIAL has the 32 which is the inverse of 23, 360/9 and 58 5+8=13.

Interesting to note, these numbers in the grid all reduce to 4, 5, and 9 because after all 4+5=9.

Does that make you think just a little bit more about numbers? 

In case you’re wondering:

INSPIRED BEING 77 86 131 360 76

Just for fun, I’ll let you do the math.

Big Love!!