I was dreaming and aware in my mind of what I was doing in the dream state. Suddenly, I awoke with a start. My physical body woke up before my astral body was all the way back.
I took in a breath and felt me coming back in and at the last instant I felt something or someone else come as well.
My eyes flew open right to the clock which said 2:21 am. I felt disoriented and a little panicked, WHAT was that?? I am still me? Is there another spirit or soul in my body? I feel a “weight’ in the center of my chest, it feels circular. I take some more breaths to see if I can dissipate it but that weight remains. It’s idle. If feels neutral and there’s no sense of negativity. I try and fail to remember what I was dreaming about, that I was aware of in the moments before I woke up. Very odd because usually I can remember. I seem to recall I was training like a soldier. I feel a bit like an energetic super soldier, the weight seeming to be a shield.
I pull out my spiritual cleaning tools and releasing what is not mine. The weight remains. I try and fail to remember more of my dreams. A battery alarm is beeping continuously. I get up to figure out what it is and have to spend some time in the attic. Batteries, I need to get some new ones reminding me of another recent message from Source which I get a reminder of on my phone everyday “Thank you for the gift of batteries”. Long story.
I lay back down and try to go back to sleep. The weight is still a heavy feeling on my chest. I feel it is benevolent. I start to fall back to sleep and in that awake asleep space I remember what I was doing!! I start training back up and fall back in to a sound sleep. When I wake with my alarm in the morning, I cannot recall what I was doing in the dream state again. I’m kind of pissed about this fact I won’t lie. The weight in the chest area remains. It is not a part of me or any of me subtle bodies. It still feels benevolent. I’m still uncomfortable having it there.
I go on about my day. The price of gas is 2.21 and I see it over and over as I’m driving. The universe is talking to me, reassuring me. Number 2 is harmony, adaptability, receptivity and partnerships. Number 22 amplifies this energy and is the master builder number resonating with ancient wisdom, vision, transformation, personal power and accomplishment. Number 1 is forward progress, new beginnings, raw energy and personal leadership. This makes me happy.
I can still feel that energy in my chest. It’s still circular but doesn’t feel so heavy anymore and seems to be helping me in some way. I’ve come to understand it as plug in of a beneficial spiritual nature and a direct channel to light bodies of information. It is plugged in through my sternum and radiates out. Through meditation I have sorted things out and I’m OK with this new connection as well as with the protection it brings. For the moment it’s too new to really say more other than this: I declare my full sovereignty and with the guidance of my higher self and I am presence, I assert autonomy over my physical and nonphysical embodiment, my energetic vibration, and all resulting emanations. I disallow any interference to distort or delay the fulfillment of my purpose in this lifetime—whether that interference be well-meaning, misguided, self-interested, or malevolent. This includes any and all overt and covert intentions, attempts, and actions to limit, separate, distract, manipulate, disempower, traumatize, dominate, control, or harvest any aspect or increment of my energy and consciousness. In full sovereignty, I request and accept additional energetic assistance of my guides; my soul, star, human, and ancestral families; the elemental, angelic, ascended, and cosmic realms, and any other sources, provided that it accords with this declaration and is in my highest good; the highest good of Earth; and in accordance with my purpose, goals, and intentions for this lifetime. I offer healing, compassion, and forgiveness wherever it is needed or wanted to free all aspects of consciousness, including my own, to allow all to return to its natural order in wholeness and unity.
And so it is.
Be happy everyone, stay positive.