Effortless Manifesting?

“Evolution is moving to a place of experiencing of emotions without being consumed by it but rather flowing with it and allowing.  In doing so one moves through zero point or superconductivity where all creativity and change can happen.”  Sue G

Why are we here in a physical body?  We are here to have experiences. Physicality was made possible through the creation of light and dark/good and evil.  Without the dark there can be no light, without evil there can be experience of good because it would just be neutrality.  Creation exists in all it’s many forms so the Source can experience itself while everyone and everything are in remembrance of the Creator.

As a soul goes through an incarnation on Earth, it gathers experiences has emotions and how these experiences are handled in a lifetime are what the soul carries with it with it leaves this plane.  This is because the emotions and how they were processed in a lifetime will influence the frequencies around the soul itself.  When the next incarnation happens, the frequencies from the past lifetimes will generate the experiences in the current one, in effect the karmic cycle.  As the experience is recreated the soul has an opportunity to handle it in a different way.  Additionally, when incarnating in human form, cellualar memory occurs from generational aspects of the parents.  These will match the frequencies of the incarnating soul itself giving each an opportunity to heal or change generational patterns.

The art of manifesting or co-creating is influenced heavily by the soul’s individual frequencies.  In the practice of creating, there is no judgment of good or bad as the Universe itself encompasses all ends of the spectrum.  If someone’s energy is attached to something they are fearing then that is where their creative energy is going and if it’s already a vibrational match to frequency that’s what will be manifested.  So if one is wanting to create a particular thing, relationship, or circumstance, the key is to heal and clear emotional states or patterns that present an energetic block to it or results in a partial manifestation which then includes more learning/healing to reach the next more pure level of what is trying to manifest.

Co-creation occurs through an individuals energetic vibrations in the form of thoughts, emotions, words, and sounds both conscious and unconscious.  These vibrations affect the ether though the mathematical codes of that are generated by these things and influence the matrix to create that state.  This was effectively substantiate by the work of Masaru Emoto, a Japanese author and researcher.  As an aside, his Wikipedia page includes comical attempts at debunking of his work.  You can see forms of his experiments all over youtube done with rice.

Emoto experimented with water by freezing it an observing the crystal formations created by various types of water such as mountain lake water, tap water, polluted water etc. noticing distinct difference in the crystalline formation.  Taking it further, they studied the influence on purified water after exposure to different types of words, music, prayer, and pictures.  The following photos were taken directly from his website linked below.

Air on a G String, Bach

g string

Heavy Metal


Thank you

thank you

You fool

You fool

Considering the fact that the human body is made of around 90%, this research demonstrates not only the power of words and thoughts on the world around us but our own bodies and health.  The human form therefore is a powerful creator and much of our potential remains untapped.   This is why those who understand this creative potential and who appear to have control over much of the planet through governments, media and television.  It’s through these medium that are creative ability is stifled and controlled through fear. This makes it clear as why it’s to each individual’s advantage to step out of fear based indoctrination of organized religion, man created stories of history, public schooling, media and television to take control of our own beliefs.  Our potential to manifest and create is unlimited, we just have tap in to it.  The idea that we individually can co-create can be somewhat challenging to really accept and may come with a attachment of fear due to the personal responsibility involved.

As we learn to manifest and create, self-awareness/self-love is a key driving factor.  As previously discussed, when we incarnate we bring in frequencies, generational issues and have experiences in this lifetime which the ego process and patterns are generated.  The process of self-awareness and self-acceptance of the whole self, including the ego and shadow self are essential.  This process directly impacts an individual’s level of self-worth and value. Without being at a level of deserving and receiving frequency it is difficult or almost impossible to manifest, though miracles can intercede.

Another key to self-love is the ability to take personal responsibility in any situation which serves to help one step out of the victim/blame game.  When one is able to see yourself and take personal responsibility, you dramatically alter the energy in a situation, raise your frequency and release any negative attachment to it.  This is not to say they don’t feel or express anger, sadness, hurt, defensiveness, etc., the opposite in fact.  Acknowledge and give life to ALL emotions which is the easiest way to flow through them putting one back at a point of pure creativity. However, when an individual is feeling attacked or are harmed in some way, they can be with the emotions but look for a way, any way at all big or tiny, to find an action or thought that gives them back their own power and allows the feeling that the have some power in the situation.  Typically, this involves some form of self-care, expression of the emotions, or an action that one can take that will contribute positively to changing the situation.  The situations and possibilities are endless, but each step taken will serve to empower the self.   Negative energy and entities cannot attach to an individual who takes personal responsibility and they will automatically fall away without effort on the individual’s part.

People are typically trying to manifest physical elements or certain ways of being.  In this the biggest key is to be resonating at a frequency that matches the desired outcome which can entail “spiritually manifesting” the state of being first.  Looking for abundance?  Be spiritually abundant, in tune with spirituality what the soul feels is abundant and be truly open to receiving.  Looking for right relationship? Be spiritually mated within the self so that the self is whole and complete.  Looking for purpose?  Be spiritually powerful and purposeful in life by expressing purpose in to everything you do. Within all of these elements, one needs to also be spiritually authentic, fiercely authentic.  Own your shit and be personally responsible for managing, this way power isn’t given over to others.

Lastly, give up attachments to outcomes or trying to control what is. Once we step in to judgment of a person or situation we immediately create a negative attachment.  As the great Master Oogway says “There is no news, there’s just news, there is no good or bad” meaning how things are interpreted and processed it is what assigns the element of good and bad.  He goes on to say, “You will not fulfill your destiny until you let of the illusion of control” meaning one needs work with what the building blocks that Universe presents rather than to try to control or change them in to what one THINK one sees or is best which results in energetic detachment from the outcome and release of attachments such as fear failure or fear of loss which promotes the opposite frequency of why is trying to manifest.

The implication is that manifesting should truly be “effortless”.  Create your life by setting intention for what you desire to manifest and then let it go by focusing on cleaning and clearing the self to let it manifest. By being spiritually abundant, whole and fierce, you can create the space to step out of judgment of self and others, release negative patterns and fears and step in to living your truly inspired life.




The 221 Light Body Plug In and Batteries

astral project

I was dreaming and aware in my mind of what I was doing in the dream state. Suddenly, I awoke with a start.  My physical body woke up before my astral body was all the way back.


  I took in a breath and felt me coming back in and at the last instant I felt something or someone else come as well.


My eyes flew open right to the clock which said 2:21 am.  I felt disoriented and a little panicked, WHAT was that?? I am still me? Is there another spirit or soul in my body? I feel a “weight’ in the center of my chest, it feels circular.  I take some more breaths to see if I can dissipate it but that weight remains. It’s idle. If feels neutral and there’s no sense of negativity.  I try and fail to remember what I was dreaming about, that I was aware of in the moments before I woke up.  Very odd because usually I can remember.  I seem to recall I was training like a soldier.  I feel a bit like an energetic super soldier, the weight seeming to be a shield.

I pull out my spiritual cleaning tools and releasing what is not mine.  The weight remains.  I try and fail to remember more of my dreams.  A battery alarm is beeping continuously.  I get up to figure out what it is and have to spend some time in the attic.  Batteries, I need to get some new ones reminding me of another recent message from Source which I get a reminder of on my phone everyday “Thank you for the gift of batteries”.  Long story.

I lay back down and try to go back to sleep.  The weight is still a heavy feeling on my chest.  I feel it is benevolent.  I start to fall back to sleep and in that awake asleep space I remember what I was doing!!  I start training back up and fall back in to a sound sleep.  When I wake with my alarm in the morning, I cannot recall what I was doing in the dream state again.  I’m kind of pissed about this fact I won’t lie.  The weight in the chest area remains.  It is not a part of me or any of me subtle bodies.  It still feels benevolent.  I’m still uncomfortable having it there.

I go on about my day.  The price of gas is 2.21 and I see it over and over as I’m driving.  The universe is talking to me, reassuring me.  Number 2 is harmony, adaptability, receptivity and partnerships. Number 22 amplifies this energy and is the master builder number resonating with ancient wisdom, vision, transformation, personal power and accomplishment. Number 1 is forward progress, new beginnings, raw energy and personal leadership.  This makes me happy.


I can still feel that energy in my chest. It’s still circular but doesn’t feel so heavy anymore and seems to be helping me in some way.  I’ve come to understand it as plug in of a beneficial spiritual nature and a direct channel to light bodies of information. It is plugged in through my sternum and radiates out.  Through meditation I have sorted things out and I’m OK with this new connection as well as with the protection it brings.  For the moment it’s too new to really say more other than this:  I declare my full sovereignty and with the guidance of my higher self and I am presence, I assert autonomy over my physical and nonphysical embodiment, my energetic vibration, and all resulting emanations. I disallow any interference to distort or delay the fulfillment of my purpose in this lifetime—whether that interference be well-meaning, misguided, self-interested, or malevolent. This includes any and all overt and covert intentions, attempts, and actions to limit, separate, distract, manipulate, disempower, traumatize, dominate, control, or harvest any aspect or increment of my energy and consciousness.  In full sovereignty, I request and accept additional energetic assistance of my guides; my soul, star, human, and ancestral families; the elemental, angelic, ascended, and cosmic realms, and any other sources, provided that it accords with this declaration and is in my highest good; the highest good of Earth; and in accordance with my purpose, goals, and intentions for this lifetime. I offer healing, compassion, and forgiveness wherever it is needed or wanted to free all aspects of consciousness, including my own, to allow all to return to its natural order in wholeness and unity.
And so it is.

Be happy everyone, stay positive.

Just BE


Today I’m inspired to just be.  It’s another sunny day here, as of yet cloudless, with what seems an ever present haze but at least no chemtrails. I miss big, white fluffy clouds, they are so majestic.  I can’t tell you the last time I saw one where I live.  I miss watching them float across the sky with all their grand shapes and mysteries.  I’m feeling nostalgic.

So much change and growth going on all the time.  You can’t stop it and it’s a challenge to keep pace. Yet,  I’d like to just lay on the warm green grass and watch the clouds float by, no thought to job responsibilities, no fears around upcoming changes, bills, children, soccer, college. I’d love to just lay there, warm breeze drifting across my skin,  a tiger swallowtail flapping in to my view, darting to and fro in all its golden yellow and black striping beauty.  I miss tiger swallow tails, warm sun, fluffy clouds, and green grass.

I can close my eyes and be there though. I can just BE. The yellow sun warming me, clouds drifting, sparrows and robins going about their business, butterfly landing on the flower very near me.  I feel strengthened.  The sun fills me.  I absorb life force.  The ground connecting me, centering me, raising my vibrational frequency.  I feel at peace.  The butterfly showing me the true beauty of change. I feel a inspired, whole, and complete.


Gematria of the Hawaii False Alert



On January 13, 2018, an emergency alert was sent to mobile phones and televisions on the Hawaiian islands warning of an incoming ballistic missile.  Mainstream news sources indicate that by 8:13 am officials issued a cancellation to the alert via Twitter and websites however, the original smart phone alert was not cancelled until 8:45 am, 38 minutes later.

To get a sense of how things felt there, here is a good real time video:

Government officials later indicated, to mainstream media news sources in live interview, that an employee had erroneously clicked on the wrong thing during a shift change.  As time has passed, however, the story has changed almost completely to there having been test taking place that accidentally went live, to there being a rogue employee with possible mental issue who was subsequently fired.   Wikipedia claims that no sirens ever sounded while witness and MSM sources contradict this story. The shifting narrative, clearly to make the official account more believable, makes the whole story suspect. Mainstream media has provided limited information while alternate media sources report sightings of unusual craft and exploding meteors in the area of Hawaii at around the same time.

What really happened??

It’s pretty much inconceivable that the system would allow an accidental “pushing of a button” to alert a BALLISTIC MISSILE strike.  Leaves one of two options, an actual missile event, likely shot down or otherwise eliminated, or complete false flag event for whatever purpose or agenda.  Let’s break it down using gematria, the system of assigning numeric values to letters, words, or phrases which can be used to decode events and news stories to help decode the matrix we live in by seeing the truth.

A great tool for reading the code is the Gematrinator calculator which is linked below.  To decode an event, I work with the key phrases and words, looking for patterns or repetitions and syncs with other words. I start with date numerology which is also significant and go from there.

1/13/2018 – {1+13=14}  / {1+1+3+2+0+1+8 = 16}  /  {1+13+2+0+1+8=23}

Also of note, Jan 13 is the thirteenth day of the year.

CIA in Pythagoras gematria (1-9) is 3+9+1 = 13, nuclear attack =130.  CIA = 23 in reverse gematria 6+9+8=23

The intial alert came at 8:07 am, similar to 87, order out of chaos=87.

NWO=16 or 5+5+6

160=ballistic missile alert

The New World Order who wants to propagate a one world government by creating “order out of chaos” syncs with date numerology.

These initial numbers give a good indication that this was a planned event by some faction in order to create chaos, possibly by starting a war with North Korea, in the event of a real missile launch or counter attack to the supposed incoming missile.

As for the number 13:

Word or Phrase English Ordinal
thirteen 99

99= Hawaiian islands, THIS IS NOT A DRILL, false alert, dolphin submarine

The dolphin submarine is a class of submarines which the Israeli navy bought from Germany, that do have missile launch capabilities. See Wiki link below.

At 8:10 am per mainstream sources, the US Pacific Command, notified authorities that there was no threat.

Word or Phrase Sumerian
Israeli Navy 810

81= dolphin submarine, mark of the beast, Hawaiian islands

Word or Phrase English Extended Sumerian Reverse Sumerian
THIS IS NOT A DRILL 900 1134 1296
US Pacific Command 699 900 1692
Hawaiian 579 396 900

90= dolphin submarine, mark of the beast, emergency alert system.

At 8:45 am, 38 minutes later, the agency was able to cancel the alert via the phone system


Word or Phrase English Ordinal Reverse Ordinal Sumerian Reverse Sumerian
thirty eight 149 148 894 888

149= Revelation, sixty six

Speaking of the mark of the beast..

Word or Phrase English Ordinal
Hawaiian islands 144
Zionist agenda 144
mark of the beast 144

The beast is associated with the number 666 in the bible.

Word or Phrase Reverse Sumerian
dolphin 666

66= ballistic, Hawaiian islands, terrorized, eight o seven, intervention

Sixty six has a double tie in:

Word or Phrase Sumerian Reverse Sumerian
sixty six 894 402
Revelation 726 894
thirty eight 894 888
Donald J Trump 888 1056

As of yet, there is minimal off source information to say there was really a missile.  However, in my opinion, there is enough number syncs to say that a submarine could have launched a missile that was shot down.  That the event was some sort of false flag meant to create terror and chaos is without question. CIA? Zionists? Secret or Dark Navy?At this point, I don’t put it past the shadow faction to forward their agenda by detonating a bomb somewhere to start a money-making World War event and creation of a one world government. A sad commentary.  Keep looking up people, seek the truth, and transmute the agenda programming by detaching from the narrative and staying positive.  Be kind to one another, we’re all in this together.

News and blog post sources utilized are linked below.













About Vibrations

Recently, I have been involved with a few podcasts on YouTube where vibrations and raising personal vibrations came in to the conversation.  What really even are “vibrations”?  I put together a video, a little on the long side, but some good information came through so I’ll share it here.


Decoding the Delta IV Rocket – A Practice in Gematria

I watched an R Wayne Steiger video on YouTube yesterday which is linked below.  It covers the strange symbology utilized in space program patches and I was inspired to do some investigating. While running the gematria of the supposedly failed SpaceX Zuma launch, which revealed little in the way of coding, I stumbled on information about the Delta IV recent launch and the found linked article entitled:

“Watch a Delta IV rocket launch a secret satellite to space  – ‘Evil will never prevail,’ the mission patch promises”



Hmmm very interesting.  I decided to do a gematria decode on this one instead to use as a tool to demonstrate how gematria can be utilized in the real world.  Gematria is the practice alphanumeric coding that gives a numerical value to words, names, and phrases, with the numerical values that match or correlated to each having some relationship or meaning.  The numerical values can also be related to age and date with all these numbers corresponding to the universal quantum code or universal energetics. The use of the coding remains a point of debate, a form of communication, divination, entirely organic? Maybe all of the above.  However, as in this example, the gematria clearly relates to the use of symbols, images, letters and numbers as Wayne’s video rightly demonstrates.

What I found in the Delta IV article, written by Alessandra Potenza, was a highly coded, minimally covered event.  When reading the article it may be helpful to open the article in a separate tab to read and look at the images.   The Delta IV rocket launched a “classified spy satellite” in to space on Jan 12, 2018.  Wikipedia notes the launch time to have been 22:11 with the article indicating it to be 5:11 pm EST or 2:11 pm PST with the launch occurring at Vandenberg Air Force Base in California.

Lets take a look, starting with the numerology of the date 1/12/2018




(1)+(12)+1+8= 22



The majority of the words and phrases I use are directly from the article or the patch itself such as words in the headline, phrases in quotations, images, and anything that jumps out as important. The findings in this heavily coded event were indeed interesting.  I have also brought in a few words which are identical numeric matches which I intuit are significant.  There are various ciphers and methods which all have validity but I try to stay consistent with those I use.  In this case, the Delta IV launch was a heavily coded event, and weirdly public for the launch of a supposed “secret satellite” but who am I to judge?

15 and 51

Delta IV NROL sums to 51 which links to the date numerology of 51 and is the inverse of 15, which also corresponds to the date numerology.

15 = “L” , spy

51 = secret satellite

150= United States

115= Delta IV NROL Forty Seven, occultism, disclosure, fifty eight

155 = L forty seven, defense

1500 = Classified spy satellite

5:11 as in the launch time shown in the article is the inverse of 115

13 and 31

VAFB sums to 13 and 31 which also correlates to the date numerolog

13 = CIA, CNN

13 is the 6th prime.  Primes, which are known as the building blocks of mathematics, are always significant.

130 = Vandenberg Air Force Base, US National Reconnaissance Office

31 = templar, gryphons, aliens, satellite, dragon, Alessandra

31 is the 11th prime

131 = brown dragon, terrifying, secret society

131 is the 32nd prime

SLC also sums to the highly significant prime number 113

 113 = Vandenberg Air Force Base, dishonest, mainstream, not true, illusions,  “Michael defeats the dragon”

 Also of note is the time stamp on the article of 10:33 which looks like 133.

 133 = SLC, one thirteen

17 and 107

The phrase Evil will never prevail is written in Latin on the patch

Evil will never prevail = 107 which is the 28th prime

107 = brown dragon, Templar knight

17 = space, NASA

17 is the 7th prime

170 = Pope Francis, NRO, lie

117 = alien contact, grail, Revelation, thirteen, ancient aliens

1717 = classified spy satellite

177 Alessandra Potenza

44 and 144

 44 = Delta IV, forty seven, military, kill, disclosure, space, brown dragon, magick disclosure, seventeen, fifty six

144 = forty four, Delta IV NROL, time, Revelation Chapter 12 Verse 7,  “the war in heaven”

440 = US National Reconnaissance Office

444 = Lucifer

The numbers 56 and 58 also showed up in significantly 5+6=11, a master number, and 5+8 = 13, which corresponds to date numerology, which is a prime, and the 7th Fibonacci number as well.


The rocket launched from Vandeberg AFB which equals 56

56 = dragon, brown, sword, white knight, mission patch, secret satellite,    occultism, all seeing eye, Society of Jesus, Potenza


The dragon symbol connected with many of the other words numerically.  Additional connections came through the number 58

 58 = brown dragon, terrifying, United States, project blue beam, freemasonry, secret society, biblical, great serpent, we are not alone, 

 580 = satellite

 588 = fifty six, Luciferian

As an aside, I find it interesting the Wikipedia launch time is the inverse of Society of Jesus which sums to 1122 using the Sumerian cipher.  For this reason I have included the Society of Jesus coding which is the Order of the Jesuits, whom appear to be heavily influencing world events.  As we all know, the current Pope is a Jesuit who has come out and said he would baptize any aliens when they arrive.

I bring in occultism and the all seeing eye due to their recurring theme throughout the history of the mission patches, which, as the article notes have a “long tradition of just plainly weird patches” and are heavily steeped in occult symbols and figures.  There were many more connections, syncs and correlations but gematria can be a deep rabbit hole so we’ll keep it simple.

What does it all mean? The 1 Billion Dollar question.  In this case, I’d say there is way more to this than meets the eye, beyond just a classified satellite. I think the Zuma event (Zuma = 56), was meant to distract from the launch of this satellite.  I find it oddly public, the old hiding in plain sight tactic (hiding in plain site = 117).  I can only intuit from the alphanumeric tie in to the Jesuits (Jesuits =103, 113, and 115) that this satellite launch was significant in terms of a planetary narrative, alien contact (117)? World War Three (170)? Project Blue Beam (no significant matches)?  Based on the Jesuit connection I lean more towards the alien angle but we will likely never really know.  However, now we are AWARE and have inside knowledge.

Just for the record every word in the last paragraph was organically written with the gematria research after writing it.  It’s all in the code.

EDIT 1/17/2018 – This article was initially posted 1/15/2018

After initially writing this article, I stumbled across a reference to Revelation Chapter 12 verse 7, which talks about a war in the heavens and a battle with a great dragon.  The cross references with numbers were striking, providing a further clue to the message behind this patch and likely many other mission patches.  A fellow blogger, who also decodes with gematria and whose page is linked below , commented about the resemblance to a movie called Aloha, which I have not seen.  This movie involves sending a satellite to space with a nuclear payload.   I really don’t believe in coincidences.  Nuclear payload sums to 58, definitely syncing in.  Being that the Delta IV launched a military satellite, I’d say that sadly, any thing is possible.  Notice the date of the completed edit came on 1/17 and the initial date was 1/15?  I just noticed that, I call these organic syncs with the matrix.






The Matrix: An Allegory of Consciousness

The movie The Matrix involves humans living their entire lifetimes in a computer generated mental grid in which they think they are alive and living out their human existence. There is much speculation and even evidence that we are indeed living in matrix of some sort.    In Author Gregg Braden’s book, Divine Matrix states:

“In 1944, Max Planck, the father of quantum theory, shocked the world by saying thathis “matrix” is where the birth of stars, the DNA of life, and everything between originates. 

Recent discoveries reveal dramatic evidence that Planck’s matrix – The Divine Matrix – is real. It is this missing link in our understanding that provides the container for the universe, the bridge between our imagination and our reality, and the mirror in our world for what we create in our beliefs.”

 In the movie The Matrix,  the physical bodies exist in a vat of looked hooked up a huge computer/machine and are utilized as power generators for the AI that controls the planet.    There are some who have managed to escape the vat existence and live outside the matrix in the world as it currently exists. They move in and out of the matrix trying to change it for their own benefit and to free others.   The main character, Neo, who already has some awareness of what may be really going on,  is given a Red Pill by the leader of the freed people, which wakes him physically and “unplugs” him from the matrix.

Seen as an allegory to consciousness, there are strong parallels to the world today. Born in to the world in an unplugged state, indoctrination in to the matrix can begin at an early age, if not immediately for many individuals.   As we grow we are “plugged” in through medication, religious dogma, TV, news, sports, video games, even the food we eat and water we drink. Indoctrination takes consciousness further and further from the heart self and traps one in to the ego self.  Living from the ego self creates a looping cycle of living from fear, feeding the machine of negativity and fear that shroud the planet keeping humanity stuck in lower vibrations somehow providing benefit to the unseen forces that exert greater control over the matrix we live in.

Spiritual Masters who have walked the planet are like Neo, those who have mastered the matrix and can be among it but not of it, completely unplugged from the matrix.  These masters have taught us how to take the Red Pill and how to evolve to mastery ourselves once we have.   However, the character Cypher in The Matrix, who was living among those who were awake and outside the matrix, was unhappy and disillusioned with living in less comfort and isolation, to the point where he betrayed and murdered members of the group.    He did so to earn favor with those in control to be put back in to the Matrix, in to a nice cushy life of money, possessions, and prestige.

To that point, it’s not an easy to take the red pill and step out of the drama of ego self consciousness.  People around you feel threatened by ideas that vary from their own, causing them fear, making them angry to the point of fighting and even war.  It can be isolating. Unplugging from the matrix often entails a life that is extremely different from what you have previously lived and usually involves a different way of eating, significant self introspection, and self awareness.  Those of the matrix and those that benefit from you being hooked in from the matrix don’t’ want you to unplug, they will do what they can to keep you plugged in to the matrix.

The payoff is living a heart centered life, inside the matrix but not of it, free from unhealthy attachments and entanglements, feeding energy to yourself and to the universal flow that feed growth and change.  Unplugging from the matrix allow you to develop towards greater enlightenment and to use the matrix as your heart and soul truly desire.  As Gregg Braden indicates, learning to utilize the matrix  brings “ the power to create joy, to heal suffering, and bring peace to nations”.

Seems plausible to me.  Comments and thoughts always welcome.